i only do class readings if they are directly attached to an assignment.
i skip staff meetings to work on my family of origin paper, but find myself instead responding to emails from the wedding dj who wants to know if she can play baby got back if it's requested during the reception because it is the most requested reception song.
i say, "i can't stand that class."
i find myself looking at my engagement ring and almost start crying because it represents such a sweet, sacrificial part of who shoes is. (that's true, but it's a diversion.)
how to stay grounded in the here and now?
i just have no clue.